.Monday, March 16, 2009 ' 5:48 AM Y
& I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH
booo.. finally back home.. had been at 7th aunt house since friday.. but wished that i should have stayed at aunt house longer.. this was because i don't want to experience that atmosphere even though my sister they all seemed like nothing happened.. my maid who i called kaka (sister) is leaving tomorrow.. mum wants her to go as she seemed that she did not want to work anymore.. her working attitude is getting good to bad.. mum told her that she going home for holidays but the chances for her to work again in our house is slim.. just now she came to hug me, saying she's leaving tomorrow but she promised she will be back.. i held back my tears and just kept quiet.. but when she left the room, i saw her shedding tears.. this time i cried silently.. i couldnt hold back anymore.. i wanted to tell her not to leave but i cant.. is not in my means.. tomorrow morning her agent is coming to fetch her between 10am to 12noon.. but guess i will not be around as i have to reach school by 11am.. hope i wont cry tomorrow before i leaves for school.. i hate the scene of leaving.. leaving is always so sad and unenduring.. =((
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